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I wrote tonight for the first time in what was probably about a month.  It wasn’t a lot.  But it was good.  Some revisions and new material.  Again, not a lot.  But good.  I felt guilty and I felt tired.  By the end of writing I wanted to cry.  That was a drag.  Writing feels good.  Anyone whose known me longer than 10 seconds knows that I want to do it full-time some day.  So that’s where the guilt came from.  Tired came from the fact that I don’t do it full-time yet.  (Anyone who works full-time knows what I’m talking about.)  So I’ll settle for the 2-ish hours of writing that I did fit in.

That said, it’s also been tough to keep track of the dreams recently.  I know that my brain has been busy making them but upon waking they instantly evaporate into thinly applied films at the corners of my eye.  There was a recent one where I’d been cast as a Japanese voice actress pursued by locusts unfolding into mecha and another where I was a small time thug affiliated with a gangster played by the elusive Vincent Gallo.  And then last night’s (about writing, no less) whese my 9th grade U.S. history teacher had some thoughtful words for me on the subject.  But all of this on waking loses its cadence.

Time to take some deep breaths.

The Sampo Method
(Match all: Last Played is in the last 7 days, Date Added is in the last 2 weeks, Genre does not contain Mix; Limit to 10 songs selected by most often played)

1. Interpol “Evil”
2. Interpol “Take You On A Cruise”
3. Interpol “Length of Love”
4. Interpol “Not Even Jail”
5. Interpol “C’mere”
6. Interpol “Fog vs. Mould for the Length of Love”
7. Midwest Product “Beardman in the City”
8. Deadbeats Feat. Isi Samuel “Pick Me Up”
9. Groove Nation “Get This”
10. Interpol “NARC”

The Bitch I’m Broke Method
(Match all: Date Added is in the last 6 months, Genre does not contain Mix; Limit to 10 songs selected by most often plated)

1. The Postal Service “District Sleeps Alone Tonight (DJ Downfall remix)”
2. Pixies “No. 13 Baby”
3. Delerium “Orbit of Me”
4. Psykosonik “The Breathing Room”
5. Interpol “Stella Was A Diver And She Was Always Down”
6. Massive Attack “Black Milk”
7. The Postal Service “Such Great Heights (John Tejada Remix)”
8. Psykosonik “Secret Life”
9. Pixies “Gouge Away”
10. Depeche Mode “Everything Counts (Live)”

The Most Immediate Method
(Via thewrongtim: Genre does not contain Mix; limit to 10 songs selected by most recently played)

1. Mono “Hello Cleveland!”
2. Boards of Canada “Oscar See Through Red Eye”
3. Zero 7 “Salt Water Sound”
4. Boards of Canada “Satellite Anthem Icarus”
5. Boards of Canada “Sherbet Head”
6. Mono “Slimcea Girl”
7. Groove Nation “Get This”
8. Interpol “Length of Love”
9. Midwest Product “Still Love in the Midwest”
10. Big in Japan “Track 3″

Something about The Sampo Method doesn’t seem right because I’ve listened to Midwest Project’s “Reminder” about 10 times just tonight - - but hey, I guess the proof is in the pudding.

currently playing: Midwest Product “Reminder”